Identity

A mystery
A secret
A crisis
A mutant
Irrational
An unknown territory
Lies with in
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An illusory contour of Thoughts!

Abandoned

I’m abandoned
I lost forever
I want to burn into ashes
To lost my identity
I like to sink in the cold Atlantic
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I want to be a refuge of the world
You, all of you never listen to me
You never look into my heart even my eyes
Let me close my eyes to recreate my own dream!

what can I do ?

Oh...,
I spellbound many times
What a ghostly beauty of you
How magically you touches me
Does my happiness itself sit in the quite place
I'm quite observing, gliding, and floating in magic
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Yet times, all this noise in our silence
Take to me a quite distance!
Above all there is love, which make me smile about
When the life itself is a dream about life
what can I do ?

Oh sun who are you ?

Oh sun who you are ? Today I saw a thick orange sun at the horizon It is standing with its dignity and maturity With little shy, it is hiding behind the river I thought it is a pregnant …………………………………… It is shining and smiling,……. To bring pure tender golden light to me To fill my cups and filling my heart ....................................................... I'm asking the sun, "do you raise everyday”? If I don't see you and feel happy about you It is smiling and kept quite like my lover ………………………………… I rose and walked around by thinking Why I feel happy when I see, even you never spoke to me Are you talking to me eternally with my being without words and voices? Are you the one who has been filling my life? Oh sun who are you and whom I’m I? -25th Jan, Allahabad

Obsession of love

My heart singing your songs
All of sudden my life found its own essence
You recreate a magic illusion in me
I feeling the pain of too much tenderness of your voice
I have been searching for me in your voice
I need to listen my name you speak
Somehow I feel there is more than I know and felt
I miss you dear if I miss you……
I tell you that your answer to every question I have

Painting

Just a sheet of paper
Organic particles augmented in a certain order
When I look "into" it
Amazingly, I hallucinate "pictorial space"
It is a fantasy of my mind's eye!